Why

Why is it that I can't get the guy I want. And life is spiraling out of control. And I dont know where should I go. I used to be self assured. But I'm distracted. And I get stupid. And then I wont get the guy I want. Why. Why can't I bring back the old me? Funny thing is, maybe it's just the way life has to be. I dont get the guy I want. That's it. People won't remember what you said. But people will remember how you make them feel. I should stop being emotional. Uni is really the time when I find myself. Stop whining. Pick yourself up. Get back to this when you need to. But don't let others know. Confide in small group of friends. But that's it. This is a journey to find who you are.